The Angel I wished wings -

Reading ur msg through and through
Like sharp rakes right through my heart
My mind whirls as fast as the wind
Wondering what i did to make my angel cry
As my own tears flowed down my cheeks

Through this friendship that was never smooth
I've put my heart out on the line
I swore i'd never let her down
To take her curse upon myself
How did I become the one who placed the curse upon her heart

My heart leaps when i see her smiles
My heart weeps when i see her tears
How did i cause the tears on her cheeks
That one sentence i spoke
The ultimatum of our friendship

Excuses one after another
Trying to redeem myself in her eyes
Didn't i say it before we were friends?
Didn't i try my damnest as a friend?
All these questions in my head
All the answers never to be spoken
I know i'll never be able to face her ever

I know no matter what i do
I'll never be the one to make you smile
Perhaps I never did before
Just a stupid fantasy that's in my head

She has nothing to lose
But I've lost the smile that warms my heart
Tears break free as i set you free
You mean so much more to me than you'll ever know
Losing you, i've lost a big part of me

All i can ask is if you'll forget my past
That one mistake i made too grave
Remember me as when I gave you my all
I beg you to
Cos the times i shared your tears
Means so much to me

How can i ever help an angel fly
When i stand as ugly as sin beside you
I wish happiness will find ur keep
And you'll remember me as when I tried